Sky, falling

In the eaves of the ceiling above my bed
a hole is becoming. A web in negative
spinning itself. We’re done with spiders;
there’s only me here and scuttling matter. 
Cracks fork out in the plaster like lightening, 
a spiral of emptiness, pressing the air
into sheets and pushing. The outside is trying 
to bore through my casing and let itself in. 
It will win, no question. Its there in the pattern: 
white split by black into segments, spokes 
of a wheel which will roll down into me, whether 
I choose it or not. It will move. It will move me.
It grows, a rose window. Blooming, it makes
this up-turned ship of a room, a cathedral.
It widens like an eye to the sky. It cries

build your telescope now and be ready. The stars
are weighty. The planets grow heavy. This attics
the skull of your wood and slate body. This hole
is your mind’s observatory. Allowing it scope
is affording enlightenment. Space will drain in
as water drawn into a plughole, your soul
will swell like a seed in the rain, fat
with potential. Think how the spheres will peer in
as you sleep, and your dreams, so human and small
will meet their cold beams as they fall and enlarge
in their light fields to something immeasurable. It’s almost
inevitable. All it requires is time
and the courage to give in to gravity, strength
to do nothing. Look! Even now the lid opens.
Lie back, and watch the sky falling.